Love for my chubby baby

"every word is meant im not overglazing or anything i do this cuz i deeply mean it nd it comes from the amount of love i have for you,i know i have done alot of parags for you but i genu feel so in love w u it grows more nd more day by day as night comes i sit w my thoughts wondering what did i do to deserve you its like ur doing smth to me that im loving u this hard even tho i know ur hard work is taking off after being sweet nd patient w me which i rlly admire always,you got those eyes that lights up my room each time you smile,nd gosh i cant explain how much i love ur smile u make me melt so hard i feel like biting u nd js baby u on the spot. i dont think ull ever understand how much i rlly mean when i say i love u i know i have said it so many times over nd over again nd over time it gets boring but i swear to you on my life i dont think i have loved anyone as much as i gen love you even tho i know i gave everything in my last rls but this one the love nd trust we have built is so diff its like i accept u however u r nd u accept me however u r the way u care nd show maturity js makes me fall in love w u even more it makes me feel protected nd i feel less afraid that u might crash out if i come nd admit smth to you,i rlly love how u sit nd understand instead of js blaming everything on me without rlly js understanding the situation or my pov. nd i think thats one of the biggest things i appreciate about you,you make me feel like i can actually talk to you even when the conversation is uncomfortable or when i know i might have done something wrong,and instead of making me feel like i have to hide things from you,you make me feel like we can sit down nd actually figure things out together,and that means so much more to me than you probably realize because trust isnt only about the good moments its also about feeling safe enough to be honest when things arent perfect i love how patient you are with me even when i dont make it easy,i know i can be complicated sometimes nd i know i have my moments where i overthink or get quiet or dont know how to explain whats going on in my head,but you still try to understand me nd that effort never goes unnoticed by me,i notice the way you try to reassure me the way you listen,the way you remember things ive told you nd the way you try to make things better instead of simply walking away when something gets difficult nd honestly i think thats why my love for you keeps growing,because its not only about how much i love your smile or your voice or your eyes or all the cute little things about you,its about the way you make me feel when im around you,its the comfort the trust,the understanding,the feeling that i dont have to pretend to be someone else just to be loved by you,i can literally be myself with you nd somehow you still choose me. sometimes i sit there thinking about how much you have become part of my everyday life nd its actually crazy because now when something happens ur one of the first people i want to tell whether its something important or the most random stupid thing ever lwk LOL i want to share my little moments with you because somehow they feel better when ur there and i love knowing that ive become someone you can come to too i dont only love the happy version of you either,i want to know you deeply,i want to know the things you dont say the things you overthink the dreams you have the memories that shaped you the things that make you genuinely happy nd even the things you struggle to explain bc loving you to me isnt just knowing the easy parts of you its wanting to understand every little piece that makes you who you are nd i hope one day when you look back at all the paragraphs ive written for you you dont see them as me repeating myself you see them as little pieces of my heart that i kept giving you because i never really run out of reasons to love you,every day you somehow give me another reason to appreciate you another memory to keep another thing to smile about nd another reason to look at you nd think how tf did i get this lucky i love you so much it hurts me (in a happy way ik im retarded thank u ) nd i genuinely hope you never doubt that,i hope you know that behind every stupid little “i love you” i send you theres an entire heart behind it that means it every single time even when ive said it a thousand times before,i will still mean it the thousandth time just as much as i meant it the first time nd if anything i think ill keep finding new ways to love you as i keep getting to know you more so yeah maybe i yap about you way too much 😭 maybe ive written enough paragraphs to fill an entire book atp but honestly i dont care because ur def worth every word every thought every memory nd every little piece of effort i put into making you feel loved nd if i can spend this whole year reminding you how much you mean to me then trust me im going to keep doing it because you deserve to know just how deeply loved you are nd afain i rlly hope u never forget how much u mean to me nd how much i gen love you ill always remain to stand beside u nd remind u that ur woman will be w u till the end until i have nothing to hold on nd i rlly hope u no longer worry abt me leaving or losing me i love u my adorable baby dont ever forget that.(ik we both look stupid in the pics but look at the love in our eyes js see how happy nd connected we r when we r tog)"